Sep 6, 2012

I know i'm just being a baby, but dont know why i really really wanted this s3. Yes, my iphone is already 2years old. Which in smartphone age, that's old.. another major reason is coz its started to lag. :-\

And s3 was supposed to release a pink version. Which was the one i wanted. But this red one is quite pretty, in a more adult-ish than the bubble gum pink samsung note. But i would have gotten the pink one given the choice, but samsung note is too big.

But my first take on android, after using iphone for the past few years.. is.. err.. i still prefer iphone. Opps. Not that its bad, of coz not. Just that i'm too used to apple's uniqueness. Android is a lot like my previous sony ericsson (its wasnt a smartphone, do i still call it android phone? Hmm ). Android has a web mentality, which is a easy switch from laptop to phone. But apple's apps are somewhat simplified to cater to mobile ie apple's lack of keyboard).

But sayang la pulak nak jual my iphone. I can still use it as an ipod.. with wifi, i can still use the apps. ♥♥

Feb 7, 2012

Hmmm.. i wonder if i can reach 20.. apart from the top 4, the rest are not in any specific orders..

1. Hyun Joong
2. G Dragon
3. TOP
4. Jae Joong
5. Hongki
6. Yonghwa
7. Jonghun
8. Jonghyun
9. Yoseob
10. Nickhun
11. Jang Geun Seuk
12. Yoo Ah In
13. Yoochun
14. Junsu
15. Rain
16. Young Saeng
17. Jung Min
18. Hyung Joon
19. Kyu Jong
20. Jinwoon

there's also a few bands that i listen to, but they're not exactly my biases like mblaq, clover, aziatic, mib, shinee, se7en, tablo, etc..


How can i not swoon, looking at a guy who looks like this? ^_^


that smile..
that shirt...
that look...

like i said: swooning.. 
hehehe... 


Feb 4, 2012

aha...

i just realised something....

i can spend hours "mengodek"/ "fiddlying" with my budget/forecast/analysis file...
but i get stressed when i have to do:
- recon work
- transactionional steps.
- trouble shotting copa/system and/or tracing some movement in sap. (somehow i'm still okay with excel)

hmmm.. what does that mean.. hehehe...

Jan 31, 2012

Its so difficult sometimes..
When you're at point a & you know you need to get to point b & you can see what point b "looks like".. But you have absolutely no idea how to get from point a to b.

Or maybe its just that i'm not patient enough. :(


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Jan 8, 2012

Maybe its just me... but as much as i really like these songs.. i cant help but feel that there's something really wrong with it.. :p

Adele's Someone like you - okay, i get it. your ex/crush already got married & you wished him well. cant you just leave it at that? Why does it have to be "I'd hoped you'd see my face & be reminded that for me its isnt over" ? for me, i'd tell those guys - see my face & know that i'm doing fine without you. i wish you well but i wont find someone like you, i'd find someone better than you...



Bruno Mars' Marry You - Really love this song.. but really, is marriage "something dumb to do" ? you "think" you want to marry me? and if we wake up & want to break up - its "cool"? i so wouldnt marry you if that's how you ask me.... :p

Beyonce's Best thing i never had - i love this song. and i agree with it. Just that i dont understand why you'd be talking about your ex & how happy you are that you're over him instead of talking about how happy that you're marrying your husband (mainly referring to the mv)? hmm...

Katy Perry's The one that got away - why worry about something that never lasted? for me, he wouldnt be the one that got away.. instead it's me that's the one that got away.. ahaks.. 



Christina Perri's Jar of heart - there's something about this song that just hooked me in. Been there before, sort of. And i so agree, who do you think you are to come back? But Christina, why did you learned "to live half alive" in the first place? he may have left you scars, but you dont have to live half alive just coz of him you know. you're strong enough. nuff said. 



What do you think? 


Aug 18, 2011

was watching JK Rowling's interview with Oprah, where she was talking about how hitting rock bottom was the start of her success.

i admit, i'm not sure i've ever hit rock bottom. failures sure, sadness - lotsa times. rock bottom - maybe not quite. life has its ups & downs. i've been at the "down" part a few times. it's no fun i tell you. but does tells you what you want (or rather what you dont want) in life..

but yeah, its not the fall that defines you. its what you do when you fall that matters. if you fall but dont pick yourself up after that, then that's it. no one can really help you.


I'm still having that.. out-of-sort feeling.
like i'm not anchored, or in malay "terumbang-ambing".
wonder why..
I know at the new place i've yet to err, "make roots" (i'm a capri, very slow at these kind of stuffs)..
but at the same time, not sure why my terumbang-ambing phase is taking so long..
maybe i expect too much of myself.
i tend to do so.
then when i get frustrated with myself, i "give up" (for a short while that's it).
take it as a fight-with-myself kinda thing. some days i win, some days i lose. :(

Aug 11, 2011

not sure what is wrong with me..


could be due to the change - new place, new job, new faces.. still trying to absorb it all
could just be due to pms.. hahah..

but i do feel out of sort somehow..

not that i dont like the place, i do. it has potentials.
the job - i can tell they are going easy on me for the moment.
maybe it's just that i was really eager to prove myself, the shock from non-stop working to almost no job/tasks at all.. the mind just cant take it..
so when i did finally have something to do, the mind went blank.

i do have tendencies to.. lack of a better word, slack off a bit at first. not so much coz i dont want to do it or such. just that doing something for the first time, i tend to fumble a little.. like trying to move in the dark kinda thing.. tried to avoid it, but somehow, it repeats itself.. i do get better in time, of course..

Noticed i started to read again? partly coz i have some time on my hand..
Another reason is i'm burying my head in the books, to buy time..
to not face my fears just yet. but i do have to. no one else can do it for me..

#Capricorn
is notorious for over analyzing every situation we encounter, so patience is key when dealing with us.
It's hard for a
#Capricorn
to bear a situation which we have no control over.
#Capricorn
shuts down completely emotionally when stressed.



Jul 30, 2011

1 - Your current obsession - GDragon

2 - Your ultimate bias - Kim Hyun Joong

3 - Your cutest bias - Hongki

4 -Your bias with the best eye-smile ^ ^ err.. kikwang maybe?

5 - Your favourite lead vocal - Young Saeng & Jae Joong

6 - Your favourite maknae - SS501's Baby, Hyung Jun.. dont know much abt him, but BEAST's maknae is also cute..

7 - Your favourite leader - i cant choose between Kim Hyun Joong & GDragon.. Ji maybe..

8 - Your hottest bias - at the moment, definitely Kim Hyun Joong

9 - Your shyest bias - TOP..kekek.. i think he's really shy..

10 - Your bias with the best abs - Kim hyun Joong. Ji's abs pun pretty cool..

Jun 13, 2011


Hmm.. some are pretty difficult actually.. haha..

1 - Top 5 Groups - SS501, Big Bang, JYJ, CN Blue & FT Island

2 - Top 5 Boy Groups - SS501, Big Bang, JYJ, CN Blue & FT Island

3 - Top 5 Girl Groups - erm, i dont really follow GirlBand except 2NE1 maybe.. erm.. maybe Wondergirls, SNSD, T-ara & Miss A.. that i can think off my head.. hehe

4 - Top 5 Handsome Male Kpop Idols - this is super easy - Kim Hyun Joong, Jae Joong, TOP, GDragon, Jang Geun Suk..

5 - Top 5 Gorgeous Female Kpop Idols - erm.. Dara, Bom, CL, Park Min Young err, ntah la who else..

6 - Top 5 Male Kpop Biases - Kim Hyun Joong, Jae Joong, TOP, GDragon, Jang Geun Suk..

7 - Top 5 Female Kpop Biases - erm.. CL, Dara, Bom,.......

8 - Top 5 Favorite Kpop MVs - Love Ya, Haru Haru, Beautiful Hangover, Baby Good Night, Mirotic

9 - Top 5 Favorite Kpop songs - Love Ya, Haru Haru, Cafe, Baby Good Night, Like Nothing Happened..

10 - Your biases in your Top 5 kpop groups - Kim Hyun Joong (SS501), Jae Joong (JYJ), TOP/GDragon (I cant choose between them hehe), YongHwa (CN Blue)

Mar 11, 2011















Crazy or not, i'm leaving this place. Be back in 2 weeks...... :)

Oct 19, 2009






May 4, 2009

1. Edward Cullen - do i need to say more? hehe...









2. Lucas Scott (altho Jamie Scott can give him a run for his money.... *wink*)







3. Angel











4. Gilbert Blythe










5. Mr. Darcy








a few others whom i couldnt fit into the top 5 category:

Leopold Mr.Ghost Whisperer Sam/Dean Winchester

Mar 28, 2009

Wohoo.. i survived Earth Hour.. sort of..

I did switched off all of the lights & fans & tv, except for my porch light.. really..

... and went out to get dinner instead.. haha..


Of course, i'm not one of those folks who'd switched every single light in the house when i'm home.. granted, i do live alone, so i get to control what i do switch on.. on the bad side tho, i do leave my back-porch light on 24 hrs, but then that's coz the electrician did such a crummy job that the timer doesnt work.. only the front-porch does.

and i suppose i should avoid falling asleep in front of the tv during the weekends ie leaving the tv on throughout the nite. or leaving the pc on either. One has to do their part for the Mother Earth right..

Do i sleep with the lights on? Now that's a tougher question to answer. Since i was young, i'm one of those poeple who wont fall asleep unless the lights are turned off. But for the past few years, i guess you can say that i've changed.

it kinda started during that phase in my life where everything seems to be crashing down on me.. so when the light go off, everything gets heavier & bigger & kinda goes round & round my head.. it's not fear of the dark, i may not have the name for it but it's fear alright..

so cant sleep anyway.. hence having the lights on to do whatever i can to occupy the mind & just doze off when i'm tired without giving the mind a chance to dwell on things.. some days it worked, some days it doesnt... either way, i'd wake up like a zombie & just will myself to get through the day..

but i can now say that i can fall asleep with or without the lights off. hehe..


I'm all in to support the Earth hour today & switch off but...

what about the fan or air conditioner ?
tv & computers ?
i have a time-sensory porch light. does that mean i'm not switching off?

hmm.. quite the questions to ponder...

Feb 25, 2009

Darn it.. i've already had connection problems the other day, which took ages to solve coz duh, i'm no computer genius.. i had no idea what was wrong.. hehe..

now my screen's all hazy & "moving".. another mystery for me to solve? oh no..

help!!

Feb 24, 2009


Feb 4, 2009

I just heard from my mum, about a boy in her tuition class..

Apparently, his grades has been dropping despite him being a pretty good student. My mum highlighted her concerns to the mother, asking whether he was sick or something.. She wasnt quite sure what was wrong & the docs kept saying that there's nothing wrong with him..

Since my mother just started classes for the year this week, she was so shocked to find that the doctor has declared that the boy's hearing is totally beyond repair (if i'm not mistaken, it's one side of the ear, not both ).. & this poor boy, who's only in Form 3 will now be well, requiring the use of hearing aids & such.. he & the mother is totally heartbroken over it, especially the fact that the doctors was unable to detect it in time to help the boy.. I suppose one of the incident that lead to the discovery was when the boy never heard his own niece crying out loud, while he was sitting next to her..

Anyway, i wish all the best for the kid.. Hope he & his family stay strong in facing this challenge.. You never know, mungkin ada hikmah di sebaliknya, hanya Allah saja yang tahu..

Nov 8, 2008

With my upcoming trip, i so wanted to get myself some new toys.. plus i wont be around during my birthday next month.. so this is kinda the wish list that i have right now..


or







as u can see, i do have a thing for all things pink.. ahaks.. however, i never seem to end up buying any.. hehe.. as always, my practical side is pushing me to go for these instead (seeing that they're on sale & supposedly provide better picture & last longer..)




or

So which ones do you recommend that i buy.. ?


plus other gadgets that i'm eyeing as well..

Sep 4, 2008

1. Throw out nonessential numbers.
This includes age, weight, and height.
Let the doctors worry about them.. That is why you pay them.

2. Keep only cheerful friends.
The grouches pull you down.
(Keep this in mind if you are one of those grouches!)

3. Keep learning:
Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever.
Never let the brain get idle.
‘An idle mind is the devil’s workshop.’
And the devil’s name is Alzheimer’s!

4. Enjoy the simple things
5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.
And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and lots of
time with him or her!

6. The tears happen:
Endure, grieve, and move on.
The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourself.
LIVE while you are alive.

7 Surround yourself with what you love:
Whether it’s family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever.
Your home is your refuge.

8. Cherish your health:
If it is good, preserve it.
If it is unstable, improve it.
If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.

9. Don’t take guilt trips.
Take a trip to the mall, even to a foreign country, but NOT to where the
guilt is

10. Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.

And if you don’t send this to at least four people - who cares? But do
share this with someone.

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