May 31, 2011

Be realistic; always wish what is impossible. - Paulo Coelho

Is it impossible to wish for a better life? and i'm not talking about monetary aspect of it really.. to be greedy & have it all? Like Oprah said, you can have it, but you cant have it all.

"If you're going through hell, keep going." - Winston Churchill

I have gone thru hell. it's not totally over, but getting slightly better. But do i want to still be here? or move on to a greener pasture? or does that patch of grass only look greener from where i'm sitting? But wouldnt i be stupid to pass on this chance of a lifetime? what is life if you dont gamble every now & then? what will be the outcome - only god knows..

big picture wise - i need to jump, do something, make a chance. this is a good time as any.
feeling wise - there are still things i wanna do. plus that tiny voice inside my head screaming fear. can i do it? wont i screw up? but i wont know til i try right? they believe in me, why not myself?

Remember that at any moment you can reinvent yourself..be different..choose a new path. - TheSingleWoman


p/s: ignore my posts.. the voices in my head are basically having a major screamfest right now. it's leaning towards one side & my decision are 90% there, if not 99%.. ya allah, make this decision the right one for me..

May 5, 2011

To stay pun susah, to move on pun susah.. Ottokae? Sigh..




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