Jan 30, 2012

Just my 2 cents worth on the just-finished AJL26:

- totally did not get the "wanita seluruh dunia" & "gadis semasa". It was a bit mumbly & cant quite catch their lyrics for most part.
- somehow "kekanda adinda" didnt have the same kick as it usually does. Sound problems maybe? Same goes to lagu "kalau berpacaran", suhaimi & altimet did good, ana was a lil off.
- faizal tahir didnt rock it like usual either. And the gimic was getting a lil old.
- 3 suara, although was good, i also think they didnt push it to become great. Well, at least to my tone deaf ears, i thought they could have done better. But yeah, vocally they were outstanding. Still, jac couldnt replace anuar zain. Nope.
- aizat & of coz hafiz was amazing. No doubt about it.
- alyah too.
- najwa latif was so cool & delivered her song without a hitch. Good for her :)
- less gimic, more simple performance based on vocals. Not even gaggles of dancers to fill up the stage. I so like this concept!

Overall, the lot tonite consist of a lot of self composers (aizat, yuna, najwalatiff, pistol, monoloque, ana/suhaimi/altimet) and the girls all guitar-player (yuna, najwa, ana raffali). Seems like a pretty interesting future.

But i do think its a shame that they got rid of the irama malaysia sections. Yeah, not that many listen to them, & chances to win are almost none. But should not kick them aside either. You'd lose a big chuck of local culture that way..


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Jun 13, 2011


Hmm.. some are pretty difficult actually.. haha..

1 - Top 5 Groups - SS501, Big Bang, JYJ, CN Blue & FT Island

2 - Top 5 Boy Groups - SS501, Big Bang, JYJ, CN Blue & FT Island

3 - Top 5 Girl Groups - erm, i dont really follow GirlBand except 2NE1 maybe.. erm.. maybe Wondergirls, SNSD, T-ara & Miss A.. that i can think off my head.. hehe

4 - Top 5 Handsome Male Kpop Idols - this is super easy - Kim Hyun Joong, Jae Joong, TOP, GDragon, Jang Geun Suk..

5 - Top 5 Gorgeous Female Kpop Idols - erm.. Dara, Bom, CL, Park Min Young err, ntah la who else..

6 - Top 5 Male Kpop Biases - Kim Hyun Joong, Jae Joong, TOP, GDragon, Jang Geun Suk..

7 - Top 5 Female Kpop Biases - erm.. CL, Dara, Bom,.......

8 - Top 5 Favorite Kpop MVs - Love Ya, Haru Haru, Beautiful Hangover, Baby Good Night, Mirotic

9 - Top 5 Favorite Kpop songs - Love Ya, Haru Haru, Cafe, Baby Good Night, Like Nothing Happened..

10 - Your biases in your Top 5 kpop groups - Kim Hyun Joong (SS501), Jae Joong (JYJ), TOP/GDragon (I cant choose between them hehe), YongHwa (CN Blue)

Aug 1, 2010















He may be a pretty boy.. but this scruffy look is one of my favourite.. hehe..

Also, he may look like a pretty boy, but i think, his personality is pretty strong/tough.. (Check the Joongbo episode where he acted as HB's manager for the day.. garang gile..hehe).. Even HB admitted that initially she thought of him as very young ie as "adik" (younger brother), but once she got to know him, she saw him as a man instead.... :)

p/s: nampak je blur, but just see how the SS501 members looked up at him..

Jul 27, 2010


Some of the reasons i love Hyun Joong..... he's too cute...

HJ: Ah, what's that? what's that? tell me
HB: It's best not to hear it (*trying to avoid the question)
HJ: Listen, I want to hear about it *lifting his headgear*...
HB: *Burst out laughing*....
HJ: It's good that you're laughing.. I'm always open.. *open ear..

HB: Because i'm the elder sister, i cant do this, right?
HJ: No. Dont endure it just because you're the elder sister. Even if it's a grandfather, if it's the grandfather does wrong, it's still the grandfather's fault.
HB: *touched*..

HJ bought back presents for HB from Japan, he felt embarrass but still bought what she requested.
HB: He looks like he's indifferent, but he remembers what needs to be remembered.

HJ: I have a gift for Buin. It's not bought. I got it from somewhere else.
HB: Didnt you already gave me the 3 presents (from Japan) ?
HJ: I still prepared something in the end.
HJ: In this line, i buried 5. Try and find.
HB: *Finding the first paper crane* Is it really made by you? Not left behind by kids? What's the meaning of this?
HJ: Didnt i say in the beginning? If you gather 1000 cranes together, love will come true. Finding 5, and the one before, I'll make it (the rest) for you in the future..
*Blackroom interview (HB): After this, i will.. gems, rings,..i will not look forward to any of those. Being able to laugh together, being able to make me laugh! That is the hardest and most fortunate..

Jul 26, 2010












From Shinlang (Husband) to Buin (Wife):
"She hates being cute, so don't make her act cute..
She's a good cook, but...don't make her cook too much..
She finds it bothersome.
And don't lie to her..
Phone her more than twice a day..
Don't look at any other woman..
And you must never talk about the first love..
And make lots of money so she doesn't have to work the events..
and diligently deposit paycheck every month...so she won't have to go on different shows anymore..
Anyway... Even if i dont say it..
Please be good to her! Be good to her no matter what..
Don't come to Jeju Island for the honeymoon though.. She'll think of me...
So for the next husband, this will be a place he wont need to come..
To be honest..i didnt show it but inside my heart i feel that
You helped me a lot...
When i was having difficult times, you really helped me....
I really wanted to tell you this... I used to live a very confined life.
I'm not sure if you realised..
but outside of my friends, nobody knew me.. What kind of a person I am..
But I think Buin knows..
My dark side.. You know it's not pretentious..
But you really changed me a lot..
I think at the moment i need it the most, God has put you in my life..
I have always wanted to tell you this..
You really helped me in most difficult time...
You should be happy to know.. that Buin will be the last woman I'll do mountain hiking with.."

From Buin to Shinlang:
"HyunJoong is...
He's a kid who loves to win...so please keep losing to him..
But you can't make it obvious that you're losing to him..
You have to make it seem like you tried really hard but lost..
He can't wake up well..so if you tickle him, he wakes up well..
He hates mushy things...so don't expect too much...
Even if he doesn't express it..just feel it with your heart.."











Hyun Joong :
We always filmed on Tuesdays...
I think Tuesdays will seem really empty from now on..
If we have work on something else on Tuesdays..
that feels really sad.
If I think like nothing had happened...
It would feel so empty..I think I'll feel like there's a hole in my daily life..


Buin:
Still...
Don't focus on that..
Don't pay attention to that..
Concentrate on the work you're doing..


Buin's bad qualities from Shinlang :
"I'll tell you Hwang Buin's bad quality...
You're not even strong....and you pretend that you are..
You pretend you're strong..and cry by herself in the background..
I don't think that's necessary.
I'm just saying that people don't just see Hwang Buin being strong..and I'm not saying you should pretend to be feminine...
know this from being around you...
and you're not strong at all....
So.. don't pretend to be strong...and laugh when you want.. and be sad when you're sad..
I just wish you wouldn't try so hard to look so strong.
People don't know.. that Hwang Buin is a real woman..
When you meet someone nice next time...
Go right ahead and ask him for mushy things like stars from the sky.."

At the end..
They shouted out at the peak

Hyun Joong :
"Hwang Buin!!
Whenever things are hard..
Remember the hard times on Mount Halla..
After hard times.. there will be laughter too..
I hope you'll always remember that...
Be happy~!!"


Buin :
"Hubby~!!Thank you...
and sorry....
That's it.."


Black room interview:
[To: the fans who have given love..]

HwangBo:
I'm Hwang Buin of the Lettuce couple..
I think we... lived a happy and beautiful life, thanks to your support..
I'm sure you know.. but we're a couple that's not good at expressing ourselves..
Please don't be disappointed..
In our hearts, we're really really thankful..
Don't just be envious, watching us...
I hope you get married and have a happy marriage like us too..
Everyone... Please be happy...And thank you..

Hyun Joong:
Hello..
Sunday Sunday Night's We Got Married's viewers I'd like to thank..
First... for us, the Lettuce couple...
I was happy for all the interest and participation..
I think we were able to have a happy marriage, thanks to everyone..
Hwangbo Hyejung.... Wife...
Please give her lots of support in the future too..
I love you...

Jul 25, 2010

It started simple enough.. my friend insisted that i watch the Korean drama, Boys Over Flowers... I managed to avoid it long enough but i finally caved & watched it... now i'm hooked.. again... :(

Rather, i'm hooked on one particular guy.. haha.. I mean, who wouldnt fall for Gu Jun Pyo for all that he did to win Geum Jan Di's heart? But this time the "hero" didnt do anything for me but I'm hooked on the so-call rival, Yoon Ji Hoo..

I dont usually have crushes on celebs (JohnnyDepp & Hugh Jackman are the only celebs that i liked).. Although i really liked Goong & Coffee Prince, i didnt fall for the guys either.. so i have no idea why i like this one particular guy so much. Maybe he's too much like me?

So i did what any fan would do, i Wiki'ed & Google'd Kim Hyun Joong up.. hehe..

I managed to look up one of his earlier works, We Got Married. Now i'm crazy, not just for Ji Hoo, i'm crazy over JoongBo (KHJ + HwangBo = JoongBo in WGM) too.. *swoon over KHJ*...

KHJ is shy & dont relate well with other, but very ambitious/competitive.. he doesnt say much, but he can be very witty.. he hates mushy stuff like couples t-shirt & romantic requests (like asking him to pick a star), but he did it for HB.. and when he does any mushy stuff, it really is so darn sweet.. He is really young but quite mature.

One thing about the JoongBo or Ssangchu(lettuce) couple is that the 2 of them are always having fun & laughing. Forever betting against each other, even their farewell activity was a mini olympic competition & not some romantic outing. They really understand each other, even though they never say anything in particular. And i loved how both of them tries so hard to do what the other one tells them to & how much they worry about each other.

One of the sweetest clip from Joongbo.

P/S: If i ever get married, i really hope that my marriage has as much fun & laughter as those two. Even if they were not a real couple. :)

P/s/s: Because of KHJ also, my reading has been pushed aside.. I cant concentrate.. *ashamed*.. how la to reach 50 books this year...?





Jul 18, 2010

In view of the vampire-craze these days, with Eclipse showing in cinemas, i thought i'd review some of the vampire-related books that i've read recently.

1. Twilight Saga
If you still havent heard of Twilight, you've clearly had your head in the sands lately.. hehe.. Just watched Eclipse in the cinema & it was quite impressive as a movie.. But as usual, it's not quite what i imagine like from the book.. of course the book was much, much better, how can you compare it?..

As high as Twilight is on my radar, i think it's not my no1..




2. Vampire Academy
This is right now, is my no.1 vampire series. Not sure why though, hehe.. but i guess i like the balance in the storyline, between the action & romance part of it..
Wah, just realised that they're planning to make a movie.. Huh? Ben Barnes as Dimitri? Noooo....!!!


3. House of Night
The first few series of this book was so-so.. but then the storyline picked up & now i cant wait to read the 7th (Burned) & 8th (Awakened) book of the series. However, out of all the vampire stories, this one has a lot more love complications to say the least.. haha..





4. True Blood / Southern Vampire Series
Same with Vampire Diaries, i've yet to read the books. But i heard that the books are pretty good, although the books & tv version are quite different. Obviously the tv drama is meant very much for adults viewing only.. Okay la.. can layan.. hehe..




5. Vampire Diaries
I've seen a few episodes of the tv drama, but i've yet to read the books. However, the few pages that i've read from The Awakening, doesnt sounds very interesting. Popular blond girl gets upset when the new cute guy in school is not interested in her? Duh.. Starting storyline already sounds boring..
Tv version, i'm not sure how interesting is it, but the characters are cute.. hehe.. will reserve my judgement on it first..





6. Undead series
I've read a few of MaryJanice Davidson's Undead series & it's absolutely hilarious.. I think i've read another similar funny-vampire-story-type, but wasnt as interesting..








Feb 26, 2010

I finally managed to catch the new movie, Percy Jackson The Lightning Thief.. I also just recently finished reading the series, in anticipating of the movie, of course..


The movie is quite different really, but not in a bad way.. Although there are a couple of things that i'd complain about (spoiler alert!!):

- What happened to The Oracle? Isnt that prophecy thing a major part of the story?

- I dont quite like that in the movie, Hades had wanted a war, hence confirming the belief that he is evil. The fact was, the book specifically mentioned that he didnt want the war, but all three gods (Zeus, Poseidon & Hades) were being set up against each other by having their weapon (thunder bolt & helm) stolen.

- Plus, Percy did not leave Grover behind & taken his mother with him. Instead he promised to find another way to save his mother. Hades, not Zeus, who was grateful to Percy that he returned Percy's mother as a reward, without being asked i might add.

- Annabeth's character in the book is a whole lot smarter than the movie, who kept flaunting her hair around & playing goey eyes with Percy. Duh.. I also had wanted to see how they'd show Mr D & Clarisse and how Percy could stay dry coming out of water, but it didnt affect the movie that much.. haha..

- But Hades's "Mick Jagger" look was really cool.. ahaks.. so was Medusa & Chiron.. and i liked how they used water instead of ambrosia to heal the wounds..

All in all.. both book and movie come highly recommended, especially if you have a thing for greek gods & myth, like i do.. hehe.. :Although i'm not sure if this series can rival Harry
Potter though..*wink*..


Jan 9, 2010


This has got to be the best version of Holmes & Watson that i've ever seen.. I've always imagined that Sherlock was a kind of an absent-minded genius of sort, not exactly a witty brawler with a love interest (well, i supposed i havent read that much of Holmes adventure to remember if he had any love interest in the first place..).. As for Watson, whom was usually pictured as a shorter, plump doc who assisted Holmes in his cases.. in most cartoons anyway..hehe... so it was quite refreshing to see tall, lanky Jude Law, becoming Robert Downey Jr's sidekick.. I've never been into Jude Law before (somehow he gives me this someone-i-cant-trust vibe.. go figure why..), but i'm quite impressed with his performance..

Anyway.. i wouldnt mind watching this movie again, so go ahead & watch it..

Dec 16, 2009



"Sometimes i feel incredibly disconnected, uncomfortable in my own skin. Or kind of i don't fit into this world. Like i was born at the wrong time and that i don't belong" - Haley James Scott



Nov 30, 2009


I've heard lots of comments about the Twilight saga, both good & bad.. the reason i actually found the book was coz i was intrigued by the movie's synopsis, a couple of month before it was released. I was out of the country at the time, hence wasn't able to catch it at the local cinema.. I found the book on sale, as a tie-in to the movie & i was hooked.. but i have to say that the movie, both movies, had not given it justice. Oh, for a non-reader, i suppose it was acceptable.. but i think it was missing something.. So re-reading the book after watching the movie, i think i see where is the missing link..

One of the major thing i like about Twilight saga is about how Edward loves Bella.. not in a teenager's first crush/love/etc way, but kinda pure love love kind.. And even though Bella is (very) gaga over Edward, she is basically a pretty normal kid..

These 2 movie, Twilight & New Moon doesnt show how Bella was the one who took care of her mom before she remarried & Bella moved to her dad's... or how she managed the household & cooks for her dad (& she's supposed to be a good cook), re-connected with her father over dinner in their kitchen..

How different the Cullens are from other vampires because they are truly a family, which is rare in a vampire community (in Twilight world of course).. How Edward is a gentleman for wanting better things for Bella - to finish school, attend prom, go to college, wanting to marry her, to not kill her..

These are subtle things, but just shows how they are very family-oriented & for most part, trying very hard to be sensible yet cannot be apart from each other. (obviously not everything in the book makes sense, but then again does it have to be.. ;p )

But what i see being portrayed by the movie, are 2 sort of teenagers, who is affected by the love thing.. how bella is "using" jacob to keep her happy, when the book clearly shows that she truly loved jacob, albeit in a different way than edward.. you dont see how "pure" is edward & bella's love (hello... this is after all fiction.. so of course, it's not thaaat realistic, but still logical enough to be believable) & that's the reason for Bella's overly extreme reaction to Edward leaving her.. and that bella have totally lost her marbles, to be pursuing bike ride with total strangers hanging in front of a bar or jumping off the cliff without telling anyone.. duh, so not bella.. she is after all the chief's daughter & has more sense than that, just to prove a point to a ghostly Edward.. she's never been suicidal, even when she was at her lowest ever..

So yeah, i think the movie has got all the parts correct, and yet totally missing the whole point.. it is so not alright for a teenager to act the way bella did in the movie to get over a first love.. & i'm not even going to talk about how Robert is soo not Edward... yes, Edward is an "ice sculpture" but he's supposed to be very emotional when it comes to Bella & his family.. but Robert? is just an ice sculpture, full stop.. acting-wise, the whole lot of them really does sucks (esp Robsten).. hehe..

Anyway, judge for yourself.. watch the movie.. read the book.. see what the hype is all about.. Of course, there are lots of other better vampire & werewolf books out there.. I really do love Vampire Academy & cant wait for the next book.. Have yet to read Vampire diaries nor watched the series.. hmm, there's others but cant think of more right now..

P/s: i think the werewolf were nicely portrayed in the movie, although i dont quite like how bella found out about it.. i prefer the book version.. it makes more sense..

Oct 7, 2009


I saw Ceri from Not in the Pink's review on this movie & just had to see it for myself.. and boy, was it worth it..


The story's tagline is: Boy meets Girl. Boy falls in love. Girl doesn't.

Summary: After it looks as if she's left his life for good this time, Tom Hansen (Joseph Gordon-Levitt from the 3rd Rock from the Sun) reflects back on the just over one year that he knew Summer Finn (Zooey Deschanel). Despite being physically average in almost every respect, Summer had always attracted the attention of men, Tom included. For Tom, it was love at first sight when she walked into the greeting card company where he worked, she the new administrative assistant. Soon, Tom knew that Summer was the woman with whom he wanted to spend the rest of his life. Although Summer did not believe in relationships or boyfriends - in her assertion, real life will always ultimately get in the way - Tom and Summer became more than just friends. Through the trials and tribulations of Tom and Summer's so-called relationship, Tom could always count on the advice of his two best friends, McKenzie and Paul. However, it is Tom's adolescent sister, Rachel, who is his voice of reason. After all is said and done, Tom is the one who ultimately has to make the choice to listen or not.

As the movie emphasized, this is NOT a love story, but it is a story about love. I liked how simple and real the movie was. Tom, being a hard romantic, is a character that you can't help but love. Even when he is being soo stupid about things e.g. like when he first asked Summer out.. but in a sweet way of course.. I dont really know Zooey Deschanel, but she was perfect as Summer. Kind of quirky. Even when she tells Tom that she doesn't want anything serious, you just can't hate her..

I would so recommend that you watch this movie.. you wont be dissapointed.. *wink*..


Aug 10, 2009

Yup, i actually went to see the GI Joes.. why? i'm no fan of comics (are they considered from comics?) or the toys or whatever but i was just so bored & iritated.. i initially wanted to watch Public Enemies, but seems to no longer showing at my place. I was pleasantly surprised that i quite like the movie. I mean it does it's shares of over-the-top CGIs and lots of fast actioned paced moves, but still has a decent storyline.

Although i like Channing Tatum, but at the same time, he's not someone i'd follow. I mean, he's no Johnny Depp or Hugh Jackman.. *swoon*.. hehe.. but he's like-able enough.. i dont remember seeing him in an actual tough guy role yet (no, i havent seen "Fighting" yet) & i can still remember him as that dancing-tough guy from Step Up & cute-konon-tough guy from She's The Man.

Also, i wanted to see what's all that hype about Sienna Miller. I've never seen any of her movies before. I think. Oklah, nothing to shout about though. And that Wayan guy, i really dont like his-kind of comedy ("White Chicks" and other similar movies which i cant be bothered to remember), but he was pretty good in this movie. He still have his funny punch-lines etc, but much more tastefully done.

Out of the bunch, i really liked Snake Eyes & Storm Shadow. Both of them were so cool, their moves & their history, even Storm Shadow's arrogance was impressive.

I was surprise to see Brandon Fraser making a cameo appearance in the movie. Wasnt expecting that. On the other hand, i was quite surprised to know who Joseph Gordon-Levitt was playing. He was still so young when he played 10 Things i hate about you with Heath Ledger. And this really shown how much he has grown since then.

Overall, not a bad movie to watch. The nano-weapon thingy was quite impressive as you can see from the trailer, where it "ate" Eiffel Tower.

Jul 29, 2009

Since my computer had crashed, boom, bang on me last week.. it's been a quiet week indeed.. i may be a close-but-not-quite an internet-junkie, but i do still get that feeling of out-of-touch-ness.. :(

Good thing for me i've got new supplies of books to keep me entertained.. I dropped by the Pesta Buku Selangor on my way to the computer store. Managed to get hold of a couple of interesting books. However, didn't manage to get the book my mum was looking for - Mengenal Tuhan by Bey Ariffin. Seems that since it's an old book, it's not quite that easy to get hold of.

I also managed to catch the new Harry Porter movie over the weekend.. (btw, i'm giving you the spoiler alert, so better stop here if you don't want to know)..

overall-wise, the movie was not bad.. didn't follow the book much but still it works. However, a few items which as a Harry Porter fan, i just don't agree with. My major complain would be about the ending.. why cant they show Dumbledore's funeral? just a scene with Harry, Hermione and Ron? and where's Ginny in that conversation? It doesn't have the same impact as that grand funeral, attended by all the big names in the wizarding community. And i was also disappointed that they didn't show the war between the DAs and the Death Eater at Hogwarts, instead just a show-down between Dumbledore & Malfoy/Snape.. plus, in the book, Harry was body-binded by Dumbledore & stuck under his invisibility cloak which explains a lot as to why he could not help Dumbledore, unlike the movie where he was in hiding.. sigh... and that my friend, just what made the movie only a could-have-been-great instead of a great one..

Jun 26, 2009

I'm no die-hard fan of Micheal Jackson.. or even Farrah Fawcett.. but you can't deny that they both are.. were an icon of their time..

i almost thought it was a prank this morning when i heard it.. hey, that story of MJ's death was going around way back in 2005 or something.. but even when it was confirmed, it was just surreal.. i mean, he's been a living icon for so long, people sometimes forget.. everyone dies one day.. ajal maut, Allah yang tentukan kan..

MJ was said to have converted to Islam.. betul atau tidak, wallahualam.. Alfatihah buat MJ @ Mikael.. semoga Allah tempatkan bersama2 orang2 yang beriman.. amin..

and for Farrah.. she is still The Charlie's Angel.. even when others came and gone.. and the fact that she has finally accepted a marriage proposal from her long-time partner, Ryan O'Neil just mere days ago.. why la wait this long? tak paham sungguh..

Lilue

Jun 13, 2009


Cant wait for this one to reach our shore... Although i'm a little sceptical whether it will live up to the book..

Especially since Eric Bana is a little too handsome than i'd imagine Henry DeTamble to be... i figured that he'd be a little more messed up looking.. or something..

hmm.. now that i think about it, so is Rachel McAdams.. oh well, it could work.. we shall wait & see....

Audrey Niffenegger's innovative debut, The Time Traveler's Wife, is the story of Clare, a beautiful art student, and Henry, an adventuresome librarian, who have known each other since Clare was six and Henry was thirty-six, and were married when Clare was twenty-three and Henry thirty-one. Impossible but true, because Henry finds himself periodically displaced in time, pulled to moments of emotional gravity from his life, past and future. His disappearances are spontaneous, his experiences unpredictable, alternately harrowing and amusing.

The Time Traveler's Wife depicts the effects of time travel on Henry and Clare's marriage and their passionate love for each other, as the story unfolds from both points of view. Clare and Henry attempt to live normal lives, pursuing familiar goals - steady jobs, good friends, children of their own. All of this is threatened by something they can neither prevent nor control, making their story intensely moving and entirely unforgettable.



May 4, 2009

1. Edward Cullen - do i need to say more? hehe...









2. Lucas Scott (altho Jamie Scott can give him a run for his money.... *wink*)







3. Angel











4. Gilbert Blythe










5. Mr. Darcy








a few others whom i couldnt fit into the top 5 category:

Leopold Mr.Ghost Whisperer Sam/Dean Winchester

Feb 28, 2009


I was watching this Hindi movie, Jab We Meet.. i'm no die-hard-fan of hindi movie, but i do 'layan' them every once in a while.. hehe..

I've watched this particular movie before actually, but each time i do, i kept falling for the main character, Aditya (i've never seen any of this guy's other movie so i guess it's more accurate to say that i liked the character rather than the actor, dont you think so?) .. he looked so much like someone i knew way back when.. i guess you can say that he has the kind of look that i always fall for.. haha..




Jan 9, 2009

was sort of watching the Alexander Bukan Zulkarnain - The Making (in between trying to get connected to the net.. only managed to log in tonite since i got back.. ) tonite..

Now this is one interesting topic/documentary that i wanna watch.. Since i watched Colin Farrel portraying Alexander The Great as in the movie Alexander, as ignorant as i am about Islamic history, i'm sure that is so not Iskandar Zulkarnain...

Marilah kita tengok sama2 ek..

you can read more from those who were involved in the documentary, try this link http://syirfan.wordpress.com/2008/11/07/

Nov 8, 2008

There's this Japanese drama i watched before, but never finished, until now.. a true story about 15-year old Aya Kito (or in the drama Aya Ikeuchi) based on her diary, who had an incurable degenerative disease.. about her struggles & how she remained positive about it and lived her life til the end.
A portion of the drama was about the love she had with a classmate of hers, Haruto Asou. Whether this happened in real life, i'm not too sure but it was in the drama. Originally, she had a crush on her senior, but the guy bailed out on her when he found out that she was sick. Haturo, on the other hand, initially a very aloof guy & angry at the world (due to his older brother's death) etc, was able to relate to Aya's pain in facing death.
In the drama, what stood out to me was how typically Asian on how Haruto handled his feelings for Aya.. hehe, at least that's what i think.. i mean all he did was watch her silently from afar. He would just be beside her, listening to her. He would accompany her when she couldnt join the sports club. Treat her like normal, when others shun her & complained that she was a burden to them. He lets her cry & vent her frustration about her disease. He did his own research into the desease, plus going into medical school for her. He also had to endure his father's objection against his relationship with Aya.
There was no big show of affection like holding hands, or going out on dates, or official title of girlfriend/boyfriend. There's no showers of gifts except that one time when he bought her a dolphin phone tag (same as his) to remember their date at the aquarium. Of course, there's also that beautiful plant he brought for her when she moved to the hospital.
But it's the little things that he does that shows how much he loved her. Memang mamat tuh sayang giler la, even if she's in a wheelchair & cant barely talk.

The closest thing to "i love you" that Asou-kun had ever told Aya-chan...awww, sweet sangat..:
Is it okay if i say what i'm feeling right now?
I dont know what's gonna happen in the future.
But right now, what i'm feeling is 100% not a lie.
I can say that with confidence.
For me, as long as it's you that saying it, it doesnt matter how slowly you say it, i'll still listen.
If you cant talk over the phone, then i'll come to see you, just like this.
I'm not a dolphin. You, you're also not a dolphin.
If you want to walk, no matter how slow it'll be, i will walk with you.
Right now, i might not be that reliable.
One day, maybe i'll be able to help.
Things cant be the same as they were before, but there's this kind of feeling that's linking us together.
I dont think that we're living in different worlds.
I.. with regards to you...
I like you.
Maybe.
I like you, maybe. (smilling)
Probably.

http://www.mysoju.com/1-litre-of-tears/episode-9/part-4/

Will i ever find a love like that, if not as great as the story, but at least a fraction of it?

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