Aug 18, 2011
was watching JK Rowling's interview with Oprah, where she was talking about how hitting rock bottom was the start of her success.
i admit, i'm not sure i've ever hit rock bottom. failures sure, sadness - lotsa times. rock bottom - maybe not quite. life has its ups & downs. i've been at the "down" part a few times. it's no fun i tell you. but does tells you what you want (or rather what you dont want) in life..
but yeah, its not the fall that defines you. its what you do when you fall that matters. if you fall but dont pick yourself up after that, then that's it. no one can really help you.
I'm still having that.. out-of-sort feeling.
like i'm not anchored, or in malay "terumbang-ambing".
wonder why..
I know at the new place i've yet to err, "make roots" (i'm a capri, very slow at these kind of stuffs)..
but at the same time, not sure why my terumbang-ambing phase is taking so long..
maybe i expect too much of myself.
i tend to do so.
then when i get frustrated with myself, i "give up" (for a short while that's it).
take it as a fight-with-myself kinda thing. some days i win, some days i lose. :(
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