Oct 14, 2009
I'll be the first to admit that i have absolutely no clue when it comes to relationships & love & whatnots. But surely there is someone out there for me?
These days i spend more time "alone"... i dont meet-up with the girls that often.. i can spend the whole weekend without seeing anyone.. i even go to the movies on my own now (coz i got tired of waiting for a movie-buddy & end up missing the shows, then have to wait til it comes out on dvd *pout*).. shocking huh.. so not good for the soul..
Am i depressed? Not really. I've been down before, and i'm way better now. But it's scary how easy i'm accepting this "single" lifestyle. When i meet Mr Potentials, part of me is just too scared/lazy(?) to do anything.. not exactly helping huh.. hehe..
p/s: i've been trying to get this guy to ask me out & he's still not getting it.. sheesh.. & yes, i've considered asking him out, but at the moment, maybe not.. we'll see.. i mean i like him & all, but i'm not sure either if i want to take it further than just friends.. hehe.. i cant even make up my mind.. *blush*..
Ya Allah, bukan aku tak yakin, tapi kadang kala aku tak cukup sabar. tak cukup tawakal. Mungkin ini ujianMu buat ku. Mungkin ini 'teguran' Kau padaku, supaya lebih dekat padaMu. InsyaAllah.. akan ku cuba.
Aku yakin bahawa Allah pasti akan berikan yang terbaik dan ada hikmah di sebalik segala-gala ketentuan Allah itu.
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