Princess Lilue

I've always loved chrismas.. maybe it's coz of all the hype, being the holiday seasons and all.. or maybe just coz chrismas = snow = memories of my life overseas.. or simply that chrismas means my birthday is just round the corner..

anyway.. birthdays have always been special to me...even if there's no colourful-wrapped presents & fancy greeting cards or parties or anything special on the day..it's just "my day".. it's sort of a milestone for me, that i've reached a certain point in life.. in a way, my 'new year' starts then..

This year had made me realised how easy it is to lose yourself, have seen some people's true colour & knowing who you can turn to in times of trouble, also just how truly alone i really am.. but it wasn't all bad.. i have moved to a new place, my job function has increased (still undecided whether this is good or bad..hehe), i sort of know my way around KL now..

I'm hoping that 2005 would be better.. surely it can't get any worst,..right? at least i hope so..


-In The End, Linkin Park -
It starts with one thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
- his favourite band