Princess Lilue

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So there's this boy.
He's really got my attention.
Bottom line - if he wants me.
I could be his.
But he don't.

So happy birthday to you, my friend.

My neighbour, way back in the Island, somehow located me on Facebook. So, i've like, have not seen him (physically) since we left high school.. although the first 1-2 years abroad, we've crossed path before, thru friends etc..

Anyway, he's inviting me to his wedding next month. To tell the truth, i'm not sure whether i want to go. Of course, first & foremost is the daunting task of "going thru" it alone.. I mean, i'm not too sure who's exactly attending this do.. the only mutual acquintance we have that i'm still in contact with is Mrs.BF, of course.. and well, anyone else that i might know there, are basically "people from my past", some whom i'm not too keen to run into..



if i've got a prince of my own, then at least by default i've got someone to drag to such occasions.. hehe.. but to drag one of my girlfriends, pity them too.. there wouldnt be anyone that they'd know there (i'd think so, but i could be wrong.. )

Plus, knowing this guy.. hmm.. and looking at his card & website (seriously, he created a website just to announce his wedding.. ish ish) .. i've got this uneasy feeling about the whole thing.. ntah ler..

but can't deny that i am curious to see how these people have turned out now.. the picture of them that i have at the back of my mind is still a bunch of kids in their white shirt & pants school uniforms.. hahah.. zaman2 budak2 bodoh dulu..


Mrs.BF - jom ler pergi with me..!! :(

Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate!
~Sandra J. Dykes

Mdm KS told me the good news earlier today.. Congrats babe!!

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Sometimes i wonder.. the Ex got married the same day as Mdm KS (well, probably earlier since the kenduri on his side was the same day as Mdm KS's).. if it was me, i wonder what my life would be like today.. going on to child no 2 maybe.. i dont know.. i havent heard from him since that last phone call with that invitation to his wedding..

i dont have regrets, but the what-if's do poke it's ugly head out sometimes.. would i have had my happy-endings? who knows, it could also be the worst nightmare (given some of my friend's experience) of my life.. only God knows best.. i know He has His plans for me but yet, sometimes i dont know if i am strong enough to face His tests..

Someone to tell it to is one of the fundamental needs of human beings. ~Miles Franklin

p/s: I miss having someone "to tell it to"...

While we were preparing to receive our new GM in a welcoming party today, we were suddenly surprised by an announcement of a bomb threat. I, on my way to check on the food, almost dropped my jaws in surprised.. i mean, seriously? i've heard of it happening & i logically think that it is not impossible, but yet, it seem unreal that it would happen to us.. of course, i did not have some kind of whole-life-flashes-in-your-mind kinda thing.. i was too busy trying to settle/think abt the last minute details of the party & at the same time evacuating the premise etc.. hehe.. i know most of us take the whole thing lightly & made jokes about it, but what if la ek.. there was a real bomb? you people should really learn to walk faster (ie not melenggang).. i know it is 9/11 today but cant think of where we fit in this picture.. i mean we're not even a US-based company.. probably just coz we're big.. if it was my previous company, i wouldnt be surprised.. they are a well-known US company & the company logo i'm sure is way too obvious from the air..

msg'd my friend about it while waiting for the bomb squad clearance.. at first he didnt quite believe me and he supposedly planned to come over to the office today.. guess it's his lucky day today..


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I was watching Oprah the other day.. she was interviewing some ladies, Jennifer Aniston included.. who are first-timer director of short movies as part of Glamour magazine challenge.. i was quite interested in what one of the ladies' commented.. that there's so many women like me (ie singles), who have their heads up in the clouds (eg on ipod, phone or just plain ignoring other people) just "miss" the signs given to them by men..

is that so? i mean, i do know i can be a bit too "lurus" (naive - i think).. and i dont usually find it easy to connect with a stranger.. so yeah, maybe i am missing all the "signs" out there, but sometimes, the ones i do meet.. gives such confusing signals, that i cant even tell what exactly these people are trying to tell me.. either he dont know how to woo a girl (ie give the right signal) or he's just plain not interested. ntahler.. to pursue doesnt seem right, but not to pursue also sounds very wrong.. ;p

so can you blame a girl for not 'seeing' the signs.... ?

I picked up this song from a cd i bought in France during the milleninum new year. We were on our way back from our day trip to Geneva, Switzerland to my senior's friend's place. My senior, she wanted to buy some French songs to remember our trip there. So we stopped by this mall we found & since both of us knows next to nothing about french musics, we just grabbed a cd each. Somehow, she ended up with a french artist's english album instead.. hehe.. poor her..

I on the other hand, bought a compilation album, with some familiar english songs mixed with french ones.. When i heard this song, i was totally hooked.. wished i could watch the actual Notre Dame de Paris musical.. (yeah, right... i can barely afford to watch any theater here.. let alone go to Paris to watch one..)..

p/s: can you believe that Garou (the first singer) played Quasimodo? he is soo good looking & that voice.. need i say more?

Belle, the original cast (Garou, Daniel Lavoie & Patrick Fiore)

Silence...

Doesn't mean I'm gone..





Quiet...

Doesn't mean i dont care..




But deep down in my heart somewhere,
You are remembered and always cared.......

There are moments when you just suddenly stop, step out from the moving wheel of life and wonder is there more to life than this? You look at the wheel that continued moving, you look at the people on it – some that you know, others that you don’t – and you start asking yourself, is this what you want in life?
As more years are added onto you, these moments start to come more frequently. Signs of maturity perhaps, but maybe it’s just our destiny. Maybe we’ve always been on a journey. And these ‘moments’ are just triggers to bring us back on track.
I don’t know.
Right now, I’m still standing still, watching the wheel move past me.

I need a...

boyfriend..

or an escort.. :(

or a driver would do... muahaha...

It's my girlfriend's wedding this weekend up north..
and i've got no one to go with (or rather to drive me).. uwaa..

I rather not drive myself, altho, if need to, i guess it's not such a big deal..
However, my mum does make a big fuss over it, which i so do not want to get into that now..
And since she's also going (we're only gonna be meeting there), i cant exactly show up & not explain how i got there.. heheh..

Unless of course there are other ppl going to the wedding as well...
& willing to take in this hitchhiker along.. i'm all game for it.. *wink*

Went to visit Mrs.BestFriend just now.. She's doing fine but her baby (currently named "Baby F" as the parents dont wanna divulge the name till he's been registered.. ;p) was still in the incubator earlier.. even her parents have yet to meet their new grandson..

Baby F did arrive right on the dot, but apparently his lung's a little weak/under-developed & doc suspected some infections etc.. anyway, we spied on him from the corner of the nursery & he looks pretty fine to us.. he's only abt 2.6kg when he was born, but i'm sure not for long.. he''d be up & running before you know it...*wink* probably was just trying to scare/play a trick on his parents kot.. ahaks.. you've got a joker on your hand babe! hehe..

Anyway, i hope.. no i'm sure he's gonna be fine & be gorgeous and all..

A shout out to Mrs.BestFriend..

A new person
Has arrived on earth
A tiny little one
A very special birth

Congratulations to you
For the birth of your son
You must be filled with joy
For this special one

"At this moment there are six billion, five-hundred and two million, eight
hundred and sixty seven thousand one hundred and twenty people in the world-give
or take a few. And sometimes all you need is one. For better or for worse."

-One Tree Hill

Kesian my friend sorang ni.. 2 weeks ago her parents was supposed to fly for umrah, but got stuck due to visa problem.. also she had a hell of a week, being ill but cant take leave coz trying to tie up her work before she go for the study leave (last week) for an exam that was due last saturday.. not to mention preparing for her wedding in june..

aleh2.. i guess everything was taking it's toll on her.. she had some major headache & found a lump (ie bengkak) on top of her head (plus i guess her fever wasnt better since she first had it).. so masuk la hospital.. doc says that the lump was nothing to concern about, but they want to check her sinusitis.. eh, pulak?.. she also didnt know she has any sinus problems, a minor one maybe, but no real sinus problem.. anyway, she's been in hospital pantai indah since last thursday & going for the operation this morning..

went to see her yesterday.. and i didnt even know where is this hospital pantai indah.. ;p nasib baik ler jumpa.. hehe.. her parents & siblings was there, as well a bunch of relative on their way out.. good thing that her parents are here instead of in Mekah too.. ada hikmah rupanya diorg tak dapat pergi..

oh ya, the exam will have to be postponed to september instead..