Princess Lilue

Ah.. it's finally here.. the last day of 2010.. let's do some recap, shall we?

The Bad


Hmm.. where should i start? For 1 thing, i have yet to meet my kpi to ending my single life. and doesnt seem to be progressing at all either. But you never know, that happiness might be just around the corner. So i'll keep hoping & wishing...





As for work.. i have moved on to a new role, supporting 2 countries and 3 businesses. I am still struggling with the work & handling my new (& weak) staff. For the first time in my life, i've actually left office at 4am in the morning & for a few days in a row. and that has been going on for a few months now. we've started year end closing & i am trying really hard here to stay sane, to proceed with the work regardless. it's a losing battle & i dont know for how long i can sustain this.





i'm also reporting to a new bos, who although are not mean like a certain someone i've reported to before, but coz he's trying to prove himself as the new staff & who is also someone who is "lurus bendul" to the point of annoyance but doesnt help as much.. sigh.. sure some of the things that you wanted are "nice to have, but not easy to do".. what's the point of killing your staff, just to prove a point? do you even understand what is it that we try to tell you? *he has a tendency to hear what he wants only*. personally, i cannot stand such a person, who pushes you (of course, he doesnt shout or such la), or stand behind you the whole day watching what you do.. it just adds up to my stress level & i'm one of those who cannot work under such duress circumstances.. sigh.. doesnt help that i managed to get the worst laptop in the world & the company has absolutely no intention of replacing it. which makes working from home another nightmare to go through..





What else? work alone was already a nightmare, so cant think of anything else.





The Good


Now comes the fun part.. 2010 is the year of great interests. I have met so many lovely new faces due to me embracing my love/hobbies.





Goodreads Malaysia


I have finally met so many likeminded folks here, i couldnt imagine how it was before i join GRs.. hehe.. this year, we managed to meet up for a couple of times so we finally have a face to the names (nicknames) that i knew.





Kim Hyun Joong, SS501 & Kdrama/Kpop


I never knew i could fall this hard. I've watched korean drama before & loved them. Found a couple of Kpop songs that i couldnt get out of my head. But nothing like this. After i found BOF, i fell for KHJ and started searching about this guy.



From there on, i became a TripleS, the fanclub dedicates to loving these SS501 boys..

I even started using TheFaceShop products, participated in TFS Hyun Joong's FanMeet & saw him, although not upclose, still. he was physically in front of me. Looking sooo tall & thin, but lovely all the same. *swoon*. [Btw, i've never been a fangirl before, never had waited for hours just to see the guy for less than an hour.. sigh, but it was worth it..]

Because of him also, i've met many new friends over twitter/at fanmeet & renewed some existing friendship based on our love for ss501 or kpop or kdrama.. i never had so much fun before.. ^_^

I've followed HJ's Playful Kiss, both online & YT version. Read the blogs and reviews from fans, anticipating the next episode. devouring Seung Jo's diary, released soon after. Fun, fun, fun!


I've also started getting hooked on KBS world, watching dramas like SKKS, Kim Tak Gu.. laughing through variety shows like Happy Together.. not forgetting MusicBank and such, checking the latest kpop band like SHINee, 2pm etc.

Twitter
I started on twitter as my GRMY folks became active, as well as to follow my favourite ss501's boys. Here, i met many other TS and followed many interesting tweeters out there. I've learned of the trending frenzy sessions & played games arranged by triple Ss like picspam, whatif, etc. I'm also unfortunately addicted to it & resorting to checking my phone every 10 minutes.. haha..

Iphone & ereader
I finally caved in & bought these gadgets after drooling over them for months. And i have not looked back since. Total satisfaction!!

Breadmaker
I've also caved into one of my other love, baking! Bought myself a breadmaker & tried out a few recipes. Yummeh.. i've yet to try out a more elaborate recipes, but no worries. soon!

I did say before that i hate my job right? Well, this is no longer 'no mood' to work.. I have absolute no feelings at all..... sigh...



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Oh man.. i missed my obligatory birthday posting this year.. aigoo..
i thot i'd be able to leave office early, give myself a couple of hours break.. sigh.. i dropped by the shop to buy myself a cake, but barely reached home when IT called me to do work. My oh-so-crap laptop decides to go haywire on me today, so took a few hours just to settle that. by the time that is settle, then only can start work (in midst of network glitches & sloooooww excel/system).. i cant think already & it's barely12.. adeh.. aku belasah je la ek.. any problems i'll raise another ticket for it..

err.. i was supposed to be talking about my bday right? whatever la.. as it i had anything planned right? or having someone like HJ to cook me pineaple fried rice.. i'll meet him one day, i hope.. ahaks.. or meet my own personal-KHJ who will be all mine.. heheh.. insya allah..

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

so what if i'm alone?
so what if i cant even get a date?
so what if i have no family?

is it my fault if guys these days are so immatured?
is it my fault if guys these days are so stupid sometimes?
is it my fault if guys these days are such a coward?
is it my fault if guys these days cant be bothered to make the move?

fine. blame me if it makes u happy.
blame me - i made no effort to get to know u
blame me - i did "friend" u in FB but i didnt answer any of your "unasked" question.
blame me - i am too tall for your taste
blame me - i am too old for you
blame me - your grandparents dont like me
blame me - u dont like me
apa lagi nak?

@TheLoveStories You love them not because they have pretty faces, but because they have beautiful hearts. -@TIFFANYWILLIAM #TLS